It's 530 am and I finally have quiet. Tyler is snoring in the monitor but that doesn't seem to hurt my ears. I've been highly sensitive to sound the past couple of days. Anytime more than one person talks to me or if the noise level reaches a certain point, I start to have pain in my ears. Weird! I've had a slight headache so I'm wondering if it really has been a migraine that is just manifesting as sensitivity to sound.
With that all said, I've had a horrible time trying to control my temper and finding some patience for my family. I can't hear what they say well which frustrates me and if things are too loud around me it hurts my ears and frustrates me. I have been grinding my teeth every time Rachel starts to "hum". It's so cute. She just starts to hum and as she gets into it, the hum turns into singing and eventually screeching. She happily amuses her self with it. The past couple of days I've gotten to the point of snapping at her to stop after asking 2 or 3 times to stop because my ears hurt. She is four and still doesn't truly understand the concept that something loud can hurt mom. Hopefully this sensitivity will go away soon and I can go back to just grinding teeth when the screeching part starts.
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